I feel like a category five hurricane
Has came and left me in a strain
My heart is shattered
My mind is blasted
Who would have knew
How long the pain has lasted
I’m soaking in the past
Something inside just won’t let me go
I fight and I struggle
Only to budge just a little
Never moving a muscle
Like I’m moonwalking in place
Gravity holding me in one space
I feel like letting the tears flow
Where do the broken go
There’s too many hands reaching out to me
But there’s this darkness inside that won’t set me free
This monster inside that wont let me be
How do I just give in and let this go
How do I say past no more no no
The pain is a tower, a fortress now
That shields me most of the time
I can let so much go when it don’t hit home
This is flowing to my mind this little rhyme
Because I’m not faking this I’m caught up
All these ills just bought up
Got me caught in a tailspin
Back and forth in a whirlwind
I don’t want to lose out
On the help I need to get out
I’m sinking in the ocean
I’m seriously drowning
In my emotions

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